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Hey there! I guess I should introduce myself a little since this is my first entry! I don't really know what to say, though, haha... ^_^;7
My name is Hino Atsushi, and within the greater whole of Hierees/HiereiKissios, I hold specific traumas and ideas to try to mitigate how deeply those traumas and ideas resonate with the rest of the system!

Willow is trying to help me work on myself, and in this, he asked me to try to do some journalling every day. I was having a hard time yesterday, but doing a bit of journalling helped ground me, which I didn't exactly expect! I'm glad I have headmates like him who're able to work things out and be supportive.

I'll post what I did yesterday here, then do another practice today!

Five Things I Like About Myself

  1. I'm kind to others, especially those I don't know. Kharis and Xenia are very important to me.
  2. I'm generous; I'll give whatever I can to others, knowing I'll be able to get by regardless of what happens.
  3. I'm reliable; People can depend on me to do something if I say I'm going to do it.
  4. I'm gentle; I'm kind to others even if they might be rough to me. I beleive everyone should be treated like a person first.
  5. I am Justice; I believe in making sure that evil is dealt with and that goodness is upheld and shines through.

Five Things I Am Thankful For

  1. I'm thankful to have a job that pays me consistently so I don't have to worry at all about money coming in.
  2. I'm thankful to have an abundance of clothes that are comfortable to wear and fit me.
  3. I'm thankful for kind friends that will lend an ear if I need to talk about something, or just to spend time with them.
  4. I'm thankful for my system, who helps and assists me whenever possible.
  5. I'm thankful to have a home that is safe and warm in these harsh winters.

Five Things I Want To Work On

  1. Journalling more regularly. It helps me feel more connected. It helps me get my feelings out. And I think it'll be good to see it in review.
  2. My Moodboard :) It makes me happy to see it and look through it, and it's a collection that can never truly be completed. I can always add to it!
  3. I want to draw and write and colour, even if it's just for fun. I want to cultivate hobbies that have no purpose other than just to have fun and express myself.
  4. I want to get more connected with our system, including its alters, the inner world, and how it all works. I want to learn from Gotō and Drei-Anne and learn to care for all of us better.
  5. I think it'd be nice to learn how to bake, maybe! Cookies and biscuits, particularly. And little fruit tarts...

What Am I Most Proud Of?

Being here.

I am Grateful For...

What Would I Tell My Younger Self?

No matter what, no matter how difficult it gets or how the walls feel like they're closing in around you, there's always a way out, and there's always a brighter end to the path you walk.

What Would I Tell My Future Self?

Even now, I have faith for us. I have faith for me to reach where you are, and I have faith for you to reach even greater heights.

... well. he didn't exactly get to finish the second part of his journalling that he wanted to. time passes, we dissociate, and we switch.

but hello, dear reader. my name is Ethami. i don't plan on doing much journalling in the way atsushi might, but you may hear my thoughts from time to time.

i focus primarily on emotional protection (from outside forces), self love, hedonism, and sexual gratification. my spheres of influence also include love of all kinds, rulership, and gambling - but as a part of hierees, i focus on those aspects less.

hopefully you'll hear from me more soon~

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